Adieu, mon petit (or how Lenna found a new fixation)

I just woke up from a fuzzy dream

You never would believe those things that I had seen

I looked in the mirror and I saw your face

You looked right through me, you were miles away

All my dreams they fade away

I’ll never be the same

If you could see me the way you see yourself

I can’t pretend to be someone else

You always love me more, miles away

I hear it in your voice, we’re miles away

You’re not afraid to tell me, miles away

I guess we’re at our best when we’re miles away

So far away

When no one’s around then I have you here

I begin to see the picture, it becomes so clear

You always have the biggest heart,

When we’re six thousand miles apart

Too much of no sound

Uncomfortable silence can be so loud

Those three words are never enough

When it’s long distance love

You always love me more, miles away

I hear it in your voice, we’re miles away

You’re not afraid to tell me, miles away

I guess we’re at our best when we’re miles away

I’m alright, don’t be sorry, but it’s true

When I’m gone you’ll realize

That I’m the best thing that happened to you

You always love me more, miles away

I hear it in your voice, we’re miles away

You’re not afraid to tell me, miles away

I guess we’re at our best when we’re miles away

So far away

You can love me or leave me

You can call me a sinner

You can call me a saint

Celebrate me for who I am

Dislike me for what I ain't

Put me up on a pedestal

Or drag me down in the dirt

Sticks and stones will break my bones

But your names will never hurt

I'll be the garden

You be the snake

All of my fruit is yours to take

Better the devil that you know

Your love for me will grow

Because

This is who I am

You can

Like it or not

You can

Love me or leave me

Cus I'm never gonna stop

Living with the enemy no 2

Λογοκρισία

Πριν από μερικές μέρες μιλούσα στο τηλέφωνο και έπιασα τον εαυτό μου να λογοκρίνεται, άλλα να θέλω να πω και άλλα τελικά να καταλήγω να λέω. Η έκπληξή μου δεν θα ήταν τόσο μεγάλη αν στην άλλη άκρη της γραμμής ήταν οποιοσδήποτε άλλος πέρα από αυτόν που ήταν. Έπιασα τον εαυτό μου συνειδητά να κατεβάζει τους τόνους, να διαλέγει λεξούλες ουδέτερες και καθόλου συναισθηματικά φορτισμένες. Η πλάκα είναι πως προσπαθώ να κρυφτώ πίσω από το μικρό μου δαχτυλάκι και προς μεγάλη μου έκπληξη, πετυχαίνει.

Respect no more

Bring your head against the wall
So I can see where I will fall
Bring your mind into my head
Find your playing den

All in all it´s just a start
All we had was more than that
All in all I can´t go back
To where we started out

All in all it´s just your fault
Made me feel respect no more
All in all I can´t go back
Blind my mind inside

All in all it´s just your fault
Made me feel respect no more
All in all I can´t go back
Blind My mind inside

All your lies
Made me feel respect no more
All your lies
Blind My mind inside